Struggle

Everyday has becoming a struggle for me and the little one. Its get heavier and heavier to carry. I am also starting to get morning sickness all over again. October 22nd isnt coming fast enough. I can hardly wait. Yesterday, I tried to have a last minute ultrasound before the baby got here so we could know what we were having, but it failed. The baby was being so stubborn. It would not open its legs to save the world. I laid back there almost 30 minutes until the lady finally just kind of gave up and said we couldn't try any longer. In some odd kind of way, I was kind of disappointed but happy in the same sense. I wanted to know so I could start baby shopping and then just being able to know before the big day. At the same time I said is that I would like it to be a surprise so that it can be more exciting for me and the dad. Either way i am just anxious to have this baby. During the ultasound she noticed that the baby had already turned upside down in the birthing position. There is a chance however that the baby may move again but it may not. Its just needs to come. I am ready to get all this frustration out of me plus my little bundle of joy!!!