Day2Day

Trying to stay focused day by day has seems to become a struggle. It gets harder and harder out here just for the average human and I am surely the AVERAGE human. Sometimes I don't even feel like getting out of the bed just because I feel as if it useless. I can not control when I wake up, but I am grateful that I do live to see another day. My daughter is a bigger inspiration for getting up and going by my daily duties. i can not complain because I am truly blessed but lately trouble has seemed to follow me and I have not been happy as usual. I am 37 weeks preggo and ready for it to be over. i think that is a big reason for most of my depression. I know that I have to do this and have to that but I just do not want too. Please help me. I feel guilty for my kids sake and I just don't know what to do or who to turn too! Its amazing how my mood changes from day to day or even hour to hour. Right now I am not working and I think that is another reason that I am in the dumps most of the days. I need some sense of direction. Now or sometime before the new baby arrives.